find someone who will ruin your lipstick instead of your mascara.

Just because I don't talk to you, doesn't mean I still don't think about you. I'm just distancing myself because I know I can't have you.


Have you wanted to ask a question,but you didn't because you knew your heart wouldn't be able to handle the answer ? Had you have that feeling of having to hide and try your best not to smile cause you know you look ugly when you smile.... It hurts terribly.


I wish I can get the hell out of here. Far far away , & travel the globe & go on tons of road trips & meet new people  & go around the world for the rest of my life . 


Do check out at my tumblr !  
http://fuck-judgment.tumblr.com/

ＰＥＡＣＥ ☮ ＬＯＶＥ ♫ H A P P I N E S S ☺

Me holiday fvckup.

Haven't been updating my blog for the past few week , as I had noting to talk about . Drop dead boring .No money everything also cannot do . Holiday are meant to be FUN but my holiday it turn out to be fuck up .  Back to blogging now . For people who reading this , Do visit my blog more often now , ya?

Fuck love,I'm better off without that.

Love? no thanks.All we need is love FOOD.You only get hurts in love.So what if you have a boyfriend its just the matter of time of how long you two break,You're my one & only,sound so sweet,doesn't it? but you forgot to add the words "you are my one & only.I just doesn't know when will you be my past tense." Love have its expiration date .The fact is I just totally have no confident in my love life.But I'm sure that I'm born without a love life,I can live without it.

How to save your heart-->


SHOULD; never Expect.
                 never Demand.
                 never Assume.


KNOW: your Limits.
              where to Stand.
              your Role.


DON'T: get Affected.
             get Jealous.
             get Paranoid.

Just go with the flows and stay happy !

Fake friends.

Aren't you tired sometimes? Tired of caring so much for a friend who doesn't even give a fvck about you?

As much as we care for someone, we really just hope that they will reciprocate. It's just really sad how those friends who tell you  "I'll always be here."and yet when you really need them, they are always no where to be found. 

They think we're expecting too much, they judge us, gossip about us, backstab us, betray our trust. And when we distant ourselves from them, they think we're over sensitive and it becomes our fault. Fake friends, we all have them.


Fake friends are like shadows. Always near you at your brightest moments, but nowhere to be seen at your darkest hour.

Bitch Seriously? Maintain please.

The totally awkward moment when some Bitch call others Bitch,Look at yourself before judge others & when you point your fingers at others make sure your fingers are clean.I think you really need a dictionary do you even know the meaning of bitch when you scold others that?I feel sorry for the person you scold at,calling people cheap won't make you expensive.Girl you powerpack lah. Nowadays , Girl A and girl B can act like they're best friends . The next moment , you see them 
back stabbing each other . What kind society is this?& society you still expect me to please you?

YOU♥

It's have been a long time seen we text,yeah I know I may not be the prettiest among any of them.may not the cutest.I may not be perfect. I may not have a 魔鬼身材. But when I say "ILoveYou" I am not lying."Why do I like you?" Maybe it's the facts that you are always perfect in my eyes,I always want to be around you but when I am all I can do is smile. 11:11,wish didn't come true because if they did,I'd already have YOU.And you know what?It's seriously suck when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world.& I just want you to know something,But I don't want to tell you,So I'll just let the first three words,of the sentence explain it.

Love your parents. We are busy growing up, we often forget they are growing old.

Sometimes I just don't want to accept the fact that one day my parent will die,& I will have to live all by my own.I seriously don't know what to do without them,I mean like since I was born their there for me to guide me through out my life.They are not only important but their part of my life.

- Daddy,Mummy if you are reading this I just want to tell you ILoveYou.♥

Okaay Can I just get this straight?

Slut: one who engages in sexual activity with large number of persons or someone who's sexually promiscuous.-Not a girls who wears shorts or has a lot of guy friends.

Bitch: People with unpleasant attitude or someone who's thoroughly disliked.-Not a person who makes a point and stands up for what she believe in.

Flirt: A person who is indicates a romantic or sexual interest towards another or someone who has a playful behaviour with  bad intentions.-Not a person who simply says hi or gives someone a small compliment or hangs out with her guy friends or being friendly.

Society Is so fucked up.

Good-looking = whore/jerk.
Ugly = motherfucking piece of shit.
Friendly = flirt.
Unfriendly = rude.
Virgin = Too nice to be true, fake.
Non-Virgin = slut.
And, society, you expect me to please you?

Yes he's not mine but no you can't have him.

You only talk to me when you're bored other then you are too busy,You're letting me think that I have a chance,and there is noting worst in the world then thinking you have the chance when I really don't.I don't care if it hurts,I want to have control,I want a perfect body,I want a perfect soul.I want you to notice when I'm not around.When we first met,I had no idea you would be so important to me.But you know what?It's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.
I really don't understand why?Boy logic:Nice boob's,Nice ass,Pretty face = ILoveHer.

Bye April.
Hey May,Please don't be a bitch on me.

T.O.D.A.Y ♥

Peekaboo!The guy I have a crush on,He ask for my number!but "eh whats ur number again ah" <----
This is how he asked. Seriously Should I be happy for that?I really don't know.But even I got his 
number we got noting to talk about NOTING.Can't you see that I'm trying my best to make the 
conversation alive?What the hell is wrong with you.I don't know why I sho piss of by YOU right 
now,yeah Bitch it's you.& ofc because you I have Panda eyes.I felt sho unfair why am I sho crazy about you when you don't give a fuck about me. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,not even close.Not even bit not even at all.

Friend.

A true friend is the only person who never get tired of listening to your own pointless dramas,over & over again.A good friend knows all your best stories,A best friend has lived them with you.See the difference?

Judgement.

I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone else, just like you all. I'm a human too, i got feelings too. Stop judging, pointing out all my flaws won't make you any better,I know I'm not perfect,but so do you.I know I'm not pretty But you ain't handsome too.Bitch priest,who are you to judge me?!?!

当你喜欢上一个人 , 总会觉得自己不够好 .

记住：在这个世界上你是独一无二的，没有人像你，你也不需要去代替谁。在你的人生舞台上，你是自己的主角不需要去做谁的配角。别在难过的时候接受一个人对你的爱，那对别人不公平，要分清楚，是喜欢是同情或是怜悯。相信，你终会遇到喜欢你而你又喜欢的人。所以，别放纵爱，别吝啬爱。

有再多的如果，都改变不了一个结果； 有再多的借口，都修复不了一个伤口.

真希望有一天"我愛你"這三個字可以倒過來寫.


遇见你是命运的安排，成为了朋友是我的选择，而爱上你是我无法控制的意外。世界上最伤感的不是为对方吃醋，最痛的是你没权力没资格对他吃醋。


即使我再怎么努力想要戒掉你
我喜欢你是一个永远没办法改变的事实。

School.

Honestly I hate school.But because of school I knew you,the guys who stoles my heart & wouldn't give it back. Every weekdays the same old story repeat Dragging my feets to school, pray that I won't be a loner later on.Schools a place where people judged.Don't know me,don't judge me as simple as that.& Who the hell are you to judge me?Don't like me?Fvck off your comment are not needed,tyvm.

Closing tragus.

I gave up.i close my tragus , the main reason is my ear is VERY swollen as you can see i used the word VERY.[you know what i mean] and the 2nd reason is there is to much pian i suffer this few days.[guess is because i eat seafood ba] 3rd my ear look damp disgusting.FML.but guess what?when my ear recover I'm going to re-pierce it again(:No more seafood this time round.Wish me luck,K?

24th April.

Just knew A few days ago one of a girl from other class told my classmate that she like him. Totally salute her courage.Look at her & Look at me,at least she dare to let him know her feelings.And me?  .I just didn't want to get hurt. But by looking at you makes me know what is love again,I have totally no confided. I act like I got confided at all times doesn't that what people does?But even we are together we won't last cause Noting last forever.I rather just hide at there and watch you have your happiness, Cause I'm in love with you, and I'm willing to do anything just to see you smile.请让我继续喜欢你.

拿得起，放得下。哭也哭了，梦也醒了，希望你能找到更好的.

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

Hope for the best but prepare for the worst.No matter how much I want to last with you ,In a relationship it's takes two hands to clap.

22th April.

Have crazy day today with my lovely wifely♥We created A lot of beautiful memory today that I would never want to forget.
I always wonder how it's feel like to be the girl that all guys want.I hate people who call people slat when they don't even know what's the meaning."I wish I could go back in time, and tell the old me that you were just a waste of time"<----Fact About Me.

爱L.O.V.E

What is Love?Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗?
Look at that couple over there. They're not wearing all branded goods over there. They're not 


looking like pop-star , but.Look at that smile in their face.That's Happiness.


我是一个没有骨气的坏人，明明爱着你却没勇气吭声。不是爱不起，只是伤不起。

Quotes♥

-I'll Cheated on my fears, broke up with my doubts, got engaged to my faith & now, I'm marrying my dreams .


-Can I borrow a kiss from you?I promise I'll give it back.


-Never regret anything because at one times it as exactly what you want.


-Don't cry because it's over,Smile because it's happened.


-Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you.


-Relationship without trust. Car without engine. It won't bring you anywhere.


- Don't be so quick to judge me,as you only see what i choose to show.


-REASON why most of us thinks our lives sucks and is imperfect: everyone compares themselves with better people, not worst.


-Words don't have the power to hurts you, unless the person who said it means so much to you.


-I don't want to feel like a slut, a bitch or an attention seeker just to get your fucking attention. She did NOTHING. and she get all your attention like 1 2 3. 


-Don't you wish people can stop judging you based on the things and stories they heard from others?


-Everyone tells me I deserve better, but I dont want better. I want you. ♥

20th April

Told myself today not to write anythings about him today,didn't get to saw him today instead i saw his friend.ehhhh,wait oh.SHIT,sorrie i just talked about him again. Just pierce my tragus today\^^/weeeee~wanted to pierce it a long long time ago but scared that it might be pian.LOL.I know I cowed nahh. KCAN.this is the end of today.BYE^^\/

 错爱， 是喜欢却不合适的鞋，穿了脚疼， 扔了心疼。是你， 会继续穿， 还是扔掉呢? 

19th April.

How I wish there's a pill for me to forgot you & all my unhappy past.All I really wanted to do is to forgot YOU.Because I know you'll never fall for a girl like me,I knows I'm leaks of confidants nut all this is just the fact.Maybe you would love me it I was prettier. "you're letting her thinks that she has a chance.And there is noting worst in this world that thinking you have a chance when you don't."<----- how I'm feeling now. FML,why is my blog full of you.KBYE.

Promise BROKEN.Prides.

TOP 3 Promise boys make but Broken.<----For Me

1.I promise to be there when you need me the most.

2.We will be together forever.#Fact.noting last forever.

3.I promise I won't hurt you.
PRIDES.

Most of the guys always put their pride 1st then Girlfriend 2nd.What is prides can eat anot ?.i am not a guys so i don't really know why is prides so important to them, Love guys who are wining to lose their prides for a girls,it's just so sweet to me.
Note:Girls, choose guys that would never judge your past, and also, accept you for who you are

Attention Seekers.

What is attention seekers to me,To me everybody is a attention seeker.WHY? We used FaceBook to update status,post a photo/video just for people to LIKE or Comment,ain't this seeking attentions?Next Twitter we used twitter to What?let people retweet,reply,put as favorites and last but not least Follow You ain't this Seeking Attention? Next Tumber,We use for Reblog,For people to follow,ain't this seeking attention?Don't scold people Attention seekers you are one of them too.I admin myself as a attention seekers.


#If this post did offence you,I'm Sorry.

13th April.

This is So So TRUE.

Saw you Today,this really make my day.I miss the time that you talked to me it's really okaay that we didn't talk much but atleast we talked,right?atleast i know you will wasted your time on me . when ever i talked to you or text you & you don't reply i feel like i am annoying you,trust me that feeling suck.now it's look like you don't really bother about be anymore we didn't talked anymore...you make me feel like you only talked to me when you are bored hope my feelings isn't right.Me.You.Forever.Together,Please?how wish I can read your mind ,understand how you feel.1 Universe,9 Planets,204 countries,809 islands,7 sea & I have the privilege to meet you. I never regrets meeting you & falling for you. does FATES exit? I have so many things to ask,I have so many dream to dreams,so many goads to aim.but everythings seen so impossible to me.All guys like girls who are pretty or cute ain't i right?and me I ain't even cute or petty.

18/04/2012

School !

In School now!Bored like G6,Planned not to go school today but for some reason the plan didn't work as well as I though.This Photo is taken long time ago,She's my Best GIRLFRIEND ♥ In school!Test is coming and I can't catch any balls in class.How not great is that.

Really don't know what to to without you♥

She are the ones who make me laugh when I almost forgotten how to,She is the ones who be there when I needed someones the most.We been through Up and down.She's My Property.So all the jerks out there who hurts her,This is for Yo-'- 

 ♥.♥ 

Love Is Such A Bitch But Everyone Still Need Her.

Hate the moment when you are trying to forgot that someone that means A world to you,and they appear,FML.It's like everytime when I'm trying to forgot you,you appear right in front of me.I don't get it,I mean i don't even know you so much and I actually Fall for you.If I know what love is,it's because of YOU.I wonder what you think of me when you heard my name.#fact,ILoveYou and it's killing me.

If i cannot love you as a lover,I will love you as a friend.'xoxo

17/04/2012 ♥